August 11, 2008

I'm A Failure

I honestly tried today to be good and do well. I worked out, ate well up until work. I had about 1900 calories today minus 400 that I burned on the elliptical so it was okay today, but I still feel like a failure...why do you ask? Because of work! I can't wait until about a month from now when I don't work (go back to school full time and commute from home) and I'll be able to plan accordingly and my school has a microwave for my night classes. My work doesn't have one...stupid work!! So, my goals are still in play, but I really don't see me getting right back on track until school starts. My birthday is coming up and the Dream Cruise is this weekend, so I don't think I'll be okay until September :(

Eh, I feel poopy.

3 comments:

W2b said...

Chin up! Don't let food control you, you control the food. If you think you need to have it, have it. If you just want it, then be in control and fight the urge. You are doing great! Keep on keeping on.

hourglassfairy said...
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hourglassfairy said...

I noticed that you've been commenting on my sisters blog(gonnaloseitall) and I also noticed that you are having trouble with your weight loss goal so I thought I'd let you in on her diet It's actually a shake that you make your self you use 1 scoop whey protein power, one cup fat free soy milk and one cup of your choice of fruit you put it in a blender until it's mixed plus 30 more seconds to incorperate some air. you drink one for breakfast then have a 100 cal snack if you feel you need one in between breakfast and lunch then you have another on for lunch and again a 100 cal snack as if needed before dinner then you have a normal healthy dinner. I know it sounds hard but I started it shortly after my sister did and I lost 12lb in the month of july and the shakes are actually really filling. They whey and soy together are suppose to be really good for boosting metabalism. Sorry my comment is so long.