Well, I kind of binged on work food yesterday and I got a Blizzard from the Dairy Queen in the mall. Not a good day yesterday....I felt sick when I got home, but I feel much better today!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHANTI!!!!
Ok, so today I've realized that I want to change my goal weight. I spent a good portion of last night while a game was downloading to look at old pictures and videos of myself when I was about 165ish lbs. I looked so skinny!! When I was doing Weight Watchers, I got all the way down to 158ish and hovered around 165 for like a year. I loved my weight and I was curvy. I still had my boobs lol, and I loved that. When I did Medical Weight Loss Clinic Diet, I got down to 155 lbs and I felt good, but my boobs were getting small (I didn't like that lol) and my shape was getting skinnier. Trust me, I want to be thin, but I don't want to lose my curves.
I've only thought about this overnight and I'm known for changing my mind, but my new goal weight is 160 lbs. According to doctors everywhere and even charts I will still be considered 10 lbs overweight for my height, BUT I will be comfortable in my skin. If I choose to be thinner, I'll go from there, but I've realized that I like my curves. I don't want to obsess about clothing sizes or shirt sizes. I was built to have larger boobs so I will always be in a Large or Extra Large shirt and my hips are larger than most so I have to accept that. I will be happy in size 14 jeans because they will hug my hips and thighs and will make me look beautiful. My face will always be bigger than most because I've always had a chubby jawline, even when I was a child it was the same. I don't want to be stick thin.
My goal weight might be higher than most, but that is my comfortable weight. What is yours?
MY BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW!!! OMG! :)
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