I was doing so well and then I feel right off the wagon due to stress. I don't have a job that pays anything because of student teaching so right now I'm so stressed due to that. If I had an income, things would be so much better. Right now I only get about 5 dollars a week from my mom. That's it!! I mean she gives me gas money, but that goes in my tank lol. I know I'm lucky to even be at home and have a roof over my head, but c'mon.
I don't own any credit cards so it's not like I can just go to the store and buy food or clothes. I have to ask for money all the time and being 22 and not having an income makes me very depressed. I never thought that I could be THIS depressed......................ever!! I want to lose weight, but the drive isn't there because of my depression....
help me please....
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HEY! You just have to remember the prize at the end. I know how that can feel. I don't have a job that pays $$ either. I live that way and I am married. I always run my van down to the gas light and have to beg my husband for the money to fill my tank! I never have one cent in my purse, ever.
But, I think that my weight loss is in another category. As depressing as it is that I have no money, or a way to just go buy my kids things...I think the park is free, but I am too fat to even play with them. Then I realize my goals. My health comes before being depressed. And I sometimes find that when I am eating well I feel MUCH better about other things.
I don't know exactly how to help you. I do know that you can do this. It takes discipline and drive to eat right and exercise. You can do this!
Hey I just noticed your blog isn't private anymore! Now I can add you to my reader and I'll know when you update!
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