I want to thank everyone for all the comments on my last blog. You all don't know how much that meant to me to hear from you all. The whole letter idea...I've done that in the past and it worked for like a day.
My mom and I went to Cedar Pointe on Saturday and we had a blast. There were no arguments...nothing! Sunday was the same thing.....and I'm talking about food issues...there were none. I hope it continues to not be a problem, but with my mom it's up and down.
I weighed myself this morning just for the hell of it and it said I'm 187 lbs. That's 3 lbs away from my all time high...:( Right now I am not happy with the way I look. Isn't that weird that self image changed daily? It makes me crazy. I saw Mandy's video about how "There is no Try" and it really made me think about how all my life while dieting I set myself up for failure. I do nothing, but talk....like I have nothing to back it up.
I got this thing in the mail about Weight Watchers and thought about going to the meetings to keep my mindset right and getting weighed in there and stuff, but I'm unsure if I would stick to it. :( That's so sad.
It's like when I'm not trying to diet, I gain weight. It's so horrible. Then I saw on YouTube that Aggy83 is back on :) Aggy83isback!!!!<---that's her youtube name..... She was the whole reason why I started counting calories way back in January. Her success was my motivation to continue and when she up and left...I was so sad :( I can't believe that she was gone!! She said she had personal reasons as to why she left..no she didn't gain her weight back or anything, but yea she is my inspiration.
I'll probably resort to counting calories again. I'm a loser.
2 comments:
You're not a looser. You're just frustrated.
I'm glad your mom & you are getting along better, right now.
Loosing weight is a simple process of you have to eat less calories, better food, & exercise. But, I don't believe there is one person on this earth that would ever say it is easy. It is hard. It is frustrating. And, I totally believer that a good 80% - 90% of it is mental/psychological.
I hope you have a better week.
oh my god i want to shake you so hard! you are not a loser! but you know what? i see so much of me in you, like sometimes i think we're the same person. i can relate to you about weight loss so much. just keep trying to figure out what works for you, or quit for now until the time is right, whatever, but you have to do what works for YOU. who cares what everyone else thinks? just do what works for you even if it takes a while to figure it out.
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